Bondage

When I think back to the first time I was ever put into bondage, I can still remember exactly how I felt. Its that feeling of helplessness, of inadequacy, and of fear! This goes beyond a sexual level in the fact that being locked into bondage by another person attacks your mind by knowing that that person now has a complete and total control over you. Since I am a submissive then I go wild when this control is exerted over me, just as a dominant has that shot of adrenaline when exerting this power over another. I know that this is more than a sexual lust because the first time I had this amazing feeling of submission was when I was just a kid and girls had cooties.
My neighbor and childhood friend loved to come over to my house after school and play all kinds of games like hide and seek or cops and robbers. On one occasion I was the robber and had just been chased down and caught by Amanda. To ensure that I didn't escape on my way to jail, she cuffed my hands behind my back and pulled me with a rope into our kitchen where a blanket was draped over 4 chairs. Inside the fort she tied me to the leg of one of the chairs and starting to interrogate me... haha. It was at this moment that I had the most electrifying feeling of self contentment. I knew I didn't want to be anywhere else in the world except under that blanket fort with my captor. You see I was too young to think of this in a sexual way but not too young to know that I was onto something that would change my life forever. -Bradley